Why shouldn't my experience of myself be equally valid, as no one as ever experienced being me.
Images which start and are not completed; which change/metamorphose; which prevent others emerging fully. Images beginning to appear in empty. Parts of figures coming out from wallpaper - Gain a sense of reality'
Pain changes, it is also, at any one time, not one continuous thing, it has subtle variations and is different. Sometimes gradations, sometimes contradictions of pain going on, particularly with movement and in the end, it's these contradictions which are the movement.
Asking questions, developing an analysis of .../disability.
Juxtaposing statements, thereby raising questions.
Questions used to research our past, to cover what is not known, show the fact that it's not known and why. (There are also difficulties for me in undertaking research, this is a way of shoeing those difficulties any why bodies of analysis and history might not be numerous)
There would be overlap, fracture, association and non-association, this reflects my experience - this is important. Things aren't finished and smooth in life, particularly when you're disabled. Finding a way to write that fits in with both my ideas of what I want my work to be and the writing terror, not causing it to flare, too much that is.